Love- Hate affair with technology

technology loves me..
my 2 year old PC has been allowing me to video edit, sound edit, among the other mundane tasks of connecting to people, researching, entertaining as i go through my semi hermit/ sabbatical phase.

my new UPS gives me assurance of constant power as i've been used to the not hitting the save button being used to a laptop. I won't go crazy with unsaved stuff.

i have crossed-over to xp with my eee. i have found additional use/s for my baby. a sound digitizer and basic mixer and audio content caster. I have a renewed love affair with my very first walkman while i digitize legacy stuff from cassettes (awww i actually threw away a lot of tapes during my magnolia-astoria transfer, but naaahhh... there are new music avenues to discover anyway. I get to have a senti kick from using my walkman anyway -- actually a "music jogger" since it isn't a sony)

next step for me is to make it my web management mobile station.. i am taking super risks with making my desktop (with all of my data and video/ art projects i do for friends) open to the viral assault of the www.

i am still basking in the joy of saving at least 2 months of internet connection fees via my free wifi syphoning scheme (albeit unreliable at times)from the nearby mall. where in the world can you have 3 to 7 options to hook-up wifi with in your your own home.

technology hates me..
my edsamail gone along with some point a to point b connection to old friends who hasn't been updated/ aware of my mobile, blog, ims.

my smart -addict supplied phone (a nokia n70) suddenly went dead. Phonebook numbers and important messages included :( i am using an ericsson phone now, and i get crazy with the interface relearn.

data amnesia from 1s and 0s :( i have a dying mobile hard disk (60 gig of data,) and a corrupted flash (2 gig of work-in-progress stuff gone.) -- as always, my usual technology flaw.. back-up back-up back-up!!!

The Magic continues..

I am beginning to think everything is magic if you see it that way.
-- Gobo Fraggle

I've been sad, anxious and stressed most of 2008. I just want to feel different.

tanong sa akin ni Patrick : hindi ka ba nalulungkot?

Mga mainstay ng sitcom astoria :) Bien, Jose Angel, Bearlyn, BB

I am attempting to box all of my stuff for my moving out. while in the process i get to be reunited or reacquianted with stuff i've long forgotten i have, or just ignored stuff and found a refreshed interest in it. Moving out makes you feel sentimental, especially if you live on your own. I feel on the day when i finally walk out the door, i would make a mental video of the move just like an end of a sitcom, wow, anticipating the last look at the open space, as i close the lights.. credits...

patrick

kelly
guardies
engineering guys
gwen
jeff
edgar
lonie
jubial
km 10
yaminoys
banbros
de la torres
yus
bmps; et. al.
fedex
dhl
ups

crest cleaners
food deliveries
santis
tonic
travel net
red ribbon
asus
meneses
recintos
conversions
dandans
trinidads
innove
pldt
cable guy
aircon cleaners
pest guy
paper guy
leon
banana q manang
fishball manong
mute impersonator manong of escriva (he's deaf but not mute, you can hear him yelp from my 11/f closed window)

bien
bearlyn
jose angel

kidnapped voice

anxiety more than sickness triggers my laryngitis. i've had 3 major cases and usually it is caused by fatigue and anxiety, 2 of which are theater productions -- i've always had a gigantic case of stage fright (church presentation during hs, college theater during my 4th year,) and here i am again with it.

a lot of things stressing me out these days... 2008, give me your magic, NOW!

Perpetuity clause

sign in or sign off..

it's always ur choice.. u just allow it to happen, over and over

need to do major decisions.